"What'll come will come, what'll stay will stay, what'll leave will leave, no matter what happens."

My name is Tan Wen.



   

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Monday, October 08, 2012
800.

This entry marks the 800th blog post I have with blogdrive. I could still remember the first time I blogged since secondary school days with blogdrive when a friend first used it (before blogger becomes more prominent). Even when many people started to move to blogger or wordpress, I still felt this strange (?) sense of loyalty to blogdrive that kept me around till now.

Actually, I do not know exactly why I chose to stay on then, or why I chose to leave now. Partly because I want to change the address of my blog (that old patheticfool...), but I could have done that easily with blogdrive, couldn't I?

My new address will be http://wenberder.blogspot.com. It is still not really up yet, but the url is registered and thus won't redirect you to some weird weird search engine and web hosting site. I will still keep this blogdrive blog alive as an archive for myself and anyone to look at.

Well, this too shall pass.

Although memories make us what we are today.

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Sunday, September 30, 2012
雕.

稀玉还需惜玉人。


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Monday, September 24, 2012
尘.

有心理准备的没有资格埋怨。

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Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Mehrangarh.

False hope is worse than hopelessness.

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Sunday, September 16, 2012
Bang.

Bang head on table.

Bang head on table.

Bang head on table.

I am so fucking tired of myself.

Bang head on table.

Bang head on table.

The table is too heavy to flip.


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Saturday, September 08, 2012
Swing.

Moodswings make me real tired.

"If life keeps throwing the same problem at u, does that mean it was unsatisfied w the way u dealt w the problem previously?"

Good question.


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Saturday, August 25, 2012
Fedora.

For the first time in my life (or as far as I can remember...) I tossed the note into the street performer's fedora.

Perhaps many more will come.


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Thursday, August 16, 2012
F3AR.

我真的不知道自己在怕些什么。

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Sunday, August 05, 2012
缘.

"也許真正的緣分指的就是一個時機, 剛好在出現那個人時, 你的心智成熟到可以去承擔更大的責任. 無所謂怨怪 - 你說著這為何不是我的季節, 卻也曾同時路過別人, 成就他們錯過的緣分. 你哭著要上天賠給你那個人, 但又能拿什麼去賠給別人? 或許, 不能有結果真的不是什麼大罪, 只是剛巧每個人性情不同, 終於成熟在錯落開的季節. 在受到傷害的歲月裡, 你的眉眼也漸漸沉澱, 變得可以踏實, 可以珍惜. 你我他最後還是沒有驻足在他或她的夏季冬季. 但不論是誰, 最終都會在長大的終點相逢, 既有错过的, 也就會有恰好赶上的. 因為都有卑微, 都懷軟弱, 才可以開始學會憐憫和寬恕." - 大姐

在我真正地领悟这个道理之前,会放在这里给我自己一些提醒。

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Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Days.

Today was our last Japanese lesson in the classroom. Final exams will commence tomorrow.

On one hand, I can't wait to go back home so that I can see my family, my close friends and watch Dark Knight, wait for my final year in NTU to start, and relieve myself the reminder that I have screwed up so badly here.

On the other hand, I know that I will miss this place, miss the friends I have made here, the Senseis, and I know that I do not know when will be the next time I will be able to come back again...

I can't help but feel... helpless.

しょうがない。

Whether I like it or not, I will have to leave.

And leave with a heavier heart, I shall.


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